Dear You . ♡

ONE MORE HOUR TILL THE END OF 2011 .

Dear you , thank you for everything this year . You make me grow up a lot this year . Sadness , happiness , nervousness , excitement and etc. , thank you for accompany me all these time . Although I know I am the one who look for you every time but still your replies were the motivation for keeping me moving until now . By the way , I prefer your smile more than everything , so keep your smile on your face cause it really suits you so much . (': All the best in the coming year and I hope your wishes come true and things you wanna do are all in success .

To #My3YearsCrush . ♡

Will Never Win Against Time .

2011 is going to end very soon . Have you use your time wisely everyone ? I think I did this time , seriously , even though I did not do anything about studies . * WINK * I know I am super failed in studying right now , and I actually don't know what's the reason . Tomorrow , count down ? Wanna go with friends , but I don't think it will work as daddy don't allow me to stay outside during midnight except when my brothers or parents are around . Hmm .. How how how ? Maybe staying at home , on my Skype and accompany Fang Yin . Heeeeeeh . (:

#MyCrushOf2011 , KJW . ♥

Starry Starry Night

Hello . I don't know why I am feeling like this again . * sigh

Hell yeah , I am kinda busy this few days with I-don't-know-what-did-I-done-stuffs . 2011 is gonna end in 3 more days , or I should say 2 days and 10 more minutes . Realized this year , super tons of things which is so unpleasant and lovely happened . I really don't know whether I like this year not .

Still can be remembered that last year during 31 December 2010 , I cried , I felt annoyed , I felt being left out , I was having super bad mood , welcoming 2011 to come . That day , the memories edged in my mind so clearly and right now it feels like it was just yesterday . How fast , a year almost past , but I can feel that I am still standing in the same place , wondering and doubting .

The only difference I had in this term long holiday , I done a lot of things which I won't be doing in my past days , accepted a lot of challenges which I would think and think before I would accept in the past days . Learnt how to cycle , went on a jungle trekking with parents and even ran around my house area worrying the dogs would come and chased me . Not that lifeless anymore , not that sad anymore and not that bored anymore .

LABEL : 单恋，初恋，热恋，到最后失恋。

Jingle bell , Jingle Bell , Jingle All The Way .

It's Christmas today ! :D I know I am super pissed this morning as I thought I am going to stuck at home for the whole . End up , it is another different thing as I PARTY IN THE AFTERNOON . EHEHEHHEHEHEHE . 

Yeah , nothing to tell but one thing , I SUPER ENJOY THIS YEAR CHRISTMAS . Oh and I still haven't buy new shirts , #candie . 

Am waiting for dearest bunch of Subang kaki-s to be back from Malacca with my Christmas present(s) . I hope they really remembered to buy me some . #prayhard 

#30minutesuntilchristmasend

I camwhore because I was overjoyed . :P 

Days Spend With My Second Family Members ☆

12.57am .

Still awake , thinking the fun I had during the last trip I attended . Yeah , you guys guess the correct answer , it is QM Trip 2011 . The most memorable , most funny , most epic failed , most excited trip I ever attend . Can you imagine , staying up late , playing Killer and scream those name which you and your friends invented ? Some more , scream until you lose your voice , played Killer until you keep thinking that you got killed and save the save the same person for 123456 times ? And the most epic part is , you are playing in a room which filled with someone who is sick , someone who is asleep soundly and someone who is actually a lil' drunk ?

Do you ever played Angel And Mortal that drives people crazy ? Yes , I did in this trip . Everyone bought things , taking care , zat-ing each other , and even paid for the meals for mortals . Do you ever receive a talking teddy which tell you that , " XX jie jie , I am your angel ! " ? I did not , but this happened in this trip , not on me but on Xian and Hui Li . Do you ever stayed up super late to help a person to cover blanket ? Yeah , I did , and I end up I slept for not more than an hour that day .

Lastly , everyone trying their best , having a dip loh hon session in the middle of peoples . And , the man-made seaside in A' Farmosa is so crowded , and some of the time , there are having wave coming . Can you imagine , having dip loh hon in the middle of wave and the depth of the water is actually until Lok's neck and everyone is dip loh hon-ing there . Everyone is giving us way to done our dip loh hon . We even got challenge by a bunch of 18 above boys as they are doing some aquatic style when we done our first dip loh hon . And so , we challenged back with standing-shoulder dip loh hon . This had never been done before and we actually did it after so many tries . Of course , that bunch of boys got out of the swimming pool after we done  our standing-shoulder dip loh hon . Can you imagine the spirit we had on that day ? That was the most awesome and most memorable scene for me during the whole trip . (:

1.18am .
Done . In conclusion , I have the most awesome family members in my life right now . ♥

Be With or Gone Forever

Used 3 days to done this series . Ending was a little hard to understand for me and I am still searching what does it really mean . If you wanna know , you better go watch from the first episode until the last episode . After that , let's discuss what it really means , kay ? Heh . And and and , tell you three things which caught my attention in this series , 

1. The pretty girl as well as the main actress , Park Yeong Min or her name in the series , Kim Na Na . She is so so pretty ! I super love her feature . I mean , like seriously , but I don't know whether you did plastic surgery not la , but really , she is pretty . I like her personality in this drama so damn much . :D
2. The main actor which look super like Big Bang's TOP in some angle , Lee Min Ho or his name in the drama , Lee Yoon Seong . I bet you are wondering which angle right now . Heh . Whenever he wore the specs , look at his side face or cover up his nose and mouth . Don't you think it looks super alike to Big Bang's TOP ? You should go try and see . :P
3. And lastly , this was found out when I started to watch . All of the actors and actresses in this drama are using Iphone . Serious no joke . Super lots of money ah . EVERYONE IS USING IPHONE WEIH . Even the main actor's mum who sell mee in a stall also using an Iphone . Woah , they make me super jealous right now . ):

So , as you know , the three reasons why I watch City Hunter . And actually the most importantly , I watch because the synopsis caught my attention . Although not really satisfied in the end because I don't understand what is happening , but still it is worth to watch . 

And now , the second drama I watched is My Girfriend Is A Gumiho . I would like to tell you that this drama , I am highly recommended to all of you who is reading this post . It is really really nice to watch . A full of sci-fi , comedy and tears drama . Actually not fully sci-fi , but it is like a fairy tail . As for the reason , I don't really know actually . But once I started the first episode , I can't stop anymore . By the way , when you are watching this drama and reached around episode 12 like that , you are better to prepare tissue papers as you will cry . I did cried when I watched this during the last few episodes . (: Touching yet teaching a lot of things . Oh , and listen well to the songs , all are super super super nice ! 

And I now recommend you to listen to this song . 

or you prefer to watch it through youtube - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fr-jZysp784

It is super sweet and I love it so much . It is sang by the Lee Seung Gi , the main actor of My Girlfriend Is A Gumiho . (: Thanks Nikko Aik for the recommendation . (: 

柯震东 ! ♥

Ahhhhh , congratulation baby ! Best New Actor Award in Golden Horse Award ! Always the favourite ever since I watched You Are The Apple Of My Eye . ♥

You Know That I Love You ♥

Happy birthday , primary bestie ! It has been 6 years since we started our friendship and I am still counting it . Heh , I know you are doing great in your secondary school and even in your relationship . Heeeeeee . I know you know what I meant . Introduce me some la , I am so desperate right now . AHHAHAHAH ! :D I bet you saw my birthday text to you , right ? That's was just kidding , kay ? No need trade want la , I will go know them by myself . :P Heh . Just enjoy your big big day to the max , you know ! If you don't , I will tease you non-stop in our next outing or meeting or overnight ! In the end , once again ,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , BABE ! ♥

Slave Of The Darkness

Staying at the same place  , waiting for the same thing to be happened . Funny , you know how difficult is it ? Got abandon from everyone , staying alone , fighting every situation , facing every problem by oneself . Asking for help , no one care to lend a hand ; when you shout out their name , they say that you annoyed them with your voice . Entrust everything , yet got betrayed , left alone in the dark , feeling hopeless and helpless . No one will ever bother or even care . Stop relying , that's the only thing I know . 

LABEL : NEVER ENDING DARK SURROUNDING .

My Dream Ever Since Then .

I want to go overseas . I want to board on a plane and go all over the world , with the loved ones . I wanna get out of this life , change my mood , change my lifestyles and etc . I want to meet the celebrities I admired and loved . I want to walk beside them , no matter lend a hand to them , cook for them , clean their house for them . Because of that , I want to be a celebrity or just some job which can be along with them .

By the way , for those who are caring for my results . TOMORROW ONLY COME OUT LA , KAY ? DON'T GIVE ME STRESS YET LA . THE OTHER SCHOOL HAVEN'T EVEN FINISH , TAU ? I TAKUT PUNYA , TAU ? (:

LABEL : K-POP HITS MY LIFE . (:

Forget Yesterday's Pain

Smile for today , don't miss out the fun that it had been planned . (:

- Be the one who choose love but not the one blindly wait for it to come .

Hahehihohu . (:

Hello , it's been some time since my last update ? (: A lot of things happened in the past few days and weeks . Emotion is totally complicated . Yeah , mixed feeling .

Am busying preparing for many things . Oh , did I mentioned what I get in Kadet Bomba and Quarter Master ? I got Vice President 1 in both . Wheeeeeee . Heh . I know I can't hide my happiness but forgive me to those who I ignore to tell you . Cause whenever I spoke out , you will be sure to regret in to the max . No jokes . :P !

Alright , shall stay tuned for my next blogging mood . With loves . * I know my blog is super lack of photos as you all know , I'm suck in taking pictures . :P *

Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word

Sorry for ditching my blog for 123456 decades . It's because I have nothing to update actually . Am very sorry . :/ By the way , girl's futsal champion ! (: A big thanks for Jac , Steph , Amanda , Sarah , KharKei and KharZhen , they're the awesome girlmates ! Heeeeeee . Tuesday , handball , sure die until cannot die like that . Wish me luck . (: Oh , mummy bought me Xperia X8 , suphaaa' nice ! Me lovee mummy much <3 .

- Complicated .

I Don't Feel Myself , Can You Help Me ?

What you'd done , make me remain silence because your words are hurt enough to make my voice fear to come out .

I think I done my to-do-list today . Not a very good day for me actually ? Maybe because I did not enjoy myself today . Still , I know a lot of unknown things are awaiting me tomorrow and in the future .

The Day Which Make Me Smile . (:

Outing with the class was super fun . I have an incredible nice classmate , I mean some of them sucks la , but it still not cut down the awesomeness from them . The other thing which make it's so fun was Xiann tagged along with me in the outing . :D Alright , the awesome things are meant to be keep in mind and words are not enough to describe it . You'll know one day how fun is it when you actually taste it . (: Oh , we Pirates-Of-The-Caribbean-ed at there too . :D Oops , I'm sos sorry for neglect my blog again since I can't find any blogging mood recently . It's because I'm totally in love with my old loves again . Forgive me . :P

The guys are taller than me . -.-

And now , everyone came in because they're taller than me .

The blur version .

Bullying me with their height except for Steph .

The picture of the day ! ♥

Fly With Broken Wings .

EXAM IS OVER . PARTY TIME STARTS NOW . :D

微笑面对生活 . (:

The sky roars . Is it really going to be the judgement day . If it really is , I don't think I'll care . Why ? Since , I managed to have the sweetest memories in my life . Thank you , to those , who really fulfill my memories . (:

Changed .

CHANGED BLOG SONG . DO ENJOY . (:

And , I screw my first paper . ):

★ (:

The purple mouse . ♥

I knew it's been super long time since I last update my blog . I can only tell you , Form 4 aren't as easy as you can imagine . Everyday only study and stress . But , enjoyment is very easy to seek for in class too . Heeeee .

Today was a school day , and I actually late to school since I woke up late today . Oh my , but luckily I managed to get into the school without anyone catching me . I must appreciate it very much right now . If not , I sure got caught . :/ And , I bought 2 new school shoes since asll my school shoes have holes within them . ): Careless girl , I am . ):

Examination falls on next Friday , which is just 6 more days to go . But , I still haven't start my studies yet . How ? Anyone can force me to go study ke ? ): Will be another long period until I update my blog again . (:

Blue Team , Ftw !

Had an awesome day today . :D Went to have Laser Tag with the QM . First time , I can be so pro in killing , man . Second high score e . AHAHHAHA ! Say that I'm awesome ! ;D

And , actually saringan just ended . Examinations are coming on their way to meet me . Sad to the max la . D; But , I will do my best ? (:

Lies .

要是你不喜欢，那就别再叫我做呀！

Vampires . :D

OH , VAMPIRES ARE NICE AND AWESOME ! :D

Bounce By Love But Sworn To Kill

Sun's rising ,

it's bringing another hope for every living things .

Last day of holiday , last day of rest for everyone . Unfortunately , I actually have my left eye got hurt and caught a flu without any reason ?! What an awesome day I'd . By the way , it's still quite epic since I met so many people in the morning just for my breakfast . Add another point for my awesome last day of holiday . Got back to my addiction , which is AHAHAHA , won't tell you guys . (: Went to Sunway Giza for lunch which was also my dinner for today since it's raining heavily and there were some parking lots which can let us to avoid from running within the rain . I know it sounds funny , but mum is really caring for us . * warm *

" You will lost what you valued most . " Yeah , it was from the book Vampire Academy which you can see the pictures of it on top of this . The book's storyline really make me wanna have a look of it . Anyone have it ? Mind lend it to me ? (:

- Bounce by Love but sworn to Kill . -

Praying For The Best .

It was once this peaceful .

Hello ! I know recently I'm so free for updating my blog cause since I don't know what to do for my project , that's why , I'm updating my blog . Heeee. By the way , how's your holiday going ? I'm kinda lost in my holiday cause I remembered that I'd tons of works to do , but why am I sticking my face on computer every now and then ? Hmm .. I'm wondering . :D Oh , need to be thankful , seriously . I lost 30 bucks on last Friday but now I got 10 bucks back accidentally from someone ? Thank you to the kind person . (:

Hey you there , yeah , you , Teh Wen Yaw , happy birthday to you ! May all your dream come true and stay healthy always . You know what ? I'm waiting for your trip souvenir ! :P ! Enjoy yourself well . (:

You're Not Alone

No matter what had happened , the sun will still rise

and it brings us another day of hope .

It's been the fifth day of holiday , and yet I haven't started to do anything , my homework , my projects and what-so-ever . Well , today , met up with my primary school buddy . Oh , and Eunice Lai was there . Heee . Yum cha and chit-chatted . (:

So , according to the news , Japan had another earthquake again yesterday . Please , stay safe , everyone in Japan . Although I can't do anything , but I really do hope for the best for you all . Japan , you're the country which I'm still craving to go to when I was a little kid until now . I wanna go there and see the Sakura blooming , enjoy every Japan cultural event and even study at there . Japan , stay strong , and wait for me .

Single Aren't That Bad . (:

He's awesome . ♥

Hey , it's been a time since I last update my blog . It's been the third day of my school holiday . This holiday is quite fully booked by homeworks , activities and dates . Hee . Don't misunderstand , not that kind of date , is friends' date . (:

Regarding of my first term examination , I screwed up quite a lot . Yeah , a lot . I know , crying isn't gonna solve anything for me but I cried , cried on the last day of examination , which was Additional Mathematics ended . I'm totally screwed up that paper , I don't know how to face brother and father . They do put a lot of hope on me but end up , I turned them down . I'm very sorry .

I think I'll put a lot much more efforts into my second term examination . And , I can't wait for the trip of Quarter Master . I mustn't screw up anything anymore . I do will appreciate much of it .

Go Go Go !

Is time to really study hard . Exam is on next Saturday . * Less then three

I'm Awesome . :B

:/ ---> (:

Hello , how's your day ? I'm kinda busy with my studies right now since the examination is just around the corner . Okay , I got to go now for another session of study . Nights , people . And , sorry for neglecting my blog . Love you all . * Less than three .

I Know I Don't Deserve You .

Yesterday was an awesome day . School first , which had so much lame shits in class . Then , meeting , the very serious matter happened . Next , off to Kwong's house . Her house got messed up by us . Her mother is so so nice , she even gave us angpau . Had some time there , and then preparations for the party started . Had a little for dinner , since I'd lost my appetite to eat . Swimming pool awesome second round party was continued after the dinner . Everyone was thrown or pushed to the swimming . I even had so many injuries because of that . Awesome , right ? Xuann's surprise party was next . She got frightened but before that she was so so angry of us . Ahaha . She got an awesome face , you know ? Heh . Some unexpected thing happened next , which I feel like skipping it . Oh right , just skip it . Off to Lin's house after cleaning the function room . Had a super long heart-to-heart session with her in her room again . We talked until we fell asleep during night .

Chinese New Year , Yo .

Happy Chinese New Year everyone . It's a brand new year in the Lunar Calendar and it's the year of rabbit . Everyone , enjoy your Chinese New Year , and take tons of angpau , kay ? :D

Me lovee you . :P !