happy rocking birthday post

HAPPY ROCKING 14TH BIRTHDAY TO

MY KIDDO,

VICTORIA CHAI CHING YAN

happy birthday to you. wish all your dreams and wishes come true.
you are a bestie friend of mine.
you care about me when i am down.
you comfort me when i cried.
you by my side whenever i need someone.
thankyou. i appreciate the things you gave me.
owe you one as the same as you owe me one. (:


TAKIN' BACK MY LOVE. (: *nice

BIRTHDAY POST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

FISHCARD FOO YUKA

happy rocking fourteen to you. will wish you directly in school. ahahahah :D
enjoy your day little girl! (:

*will edit soon. :p*

TAKIN' BACK MY LOVE

GOOD LUCK EVERYONE IN EXAMS!

exam will starts tomorrow. damn nervous. need to pay full attention in school dy.
WHY?? because this is the last term examination and i promise SIR to increase 20%.
i must fulfill the 20% increase task because SIR said if i din, i will be cham wor. *scary*
so better fulfill it la onot i scare i cant survive. *ahahahaha :D LOL.*
will be leaving my blod half dead during the exam week. ahahahaha :D

i can continue my life without you, i believe it strongly.
i am TAKIN‘ BACKＭY LOVE. <3

do you ever notice me?

went 1U today with aunt again. this week went out with her for the third time.
had ramen as brunch, kinda sucks of the ramen, ewww...
den went to MINI TOONS, tot for buying something as birthday present.
failed and went to another stall to buy again. failed again.
planned to watch WHERE GOT GHOST? but cancelled. D:
went yamcha with aunt's frenz. aunt say will bring me to watch another day.
finished and went home.
owh yeah. received a text message from victoria at 1609.
he said he saw me in MINI TOONS. surprise but disappointed coz i din see him.
miss him much. texted with him for a little while. secret something with him too.

p/s: i wanna go sunway tomorrow la. AND. i haven start my studies yet. D:

our relationship must be better than couple. (:

Belated Birthday Post

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO


BRYAN LEE HAO ROONG

happy birthday to you. wish all your dreams can come true. and. good luck too. haha :D you know what i mean de la. :D *sorry din have your picha so din put it up. will take it secretly and put it. (:*

he is a stupid guy which like to smile and show off-ing his "BRIGHT" teeth.

he is a guy who bring a lot of fun to his friends.

he is a guy which like to take his bracelet out and say nonsense.

he is a guy who likes to be in the scouts and QM.

BRYAN, you are tough. (:

maybe the time have come..

juz update sikit only. quite boh mood dis days.

FRIDAY

*uncompleted*

went to skol. reach skol at 12pm and the skol locked. went amcorp since din go before. reli byk sien, i tell you. den went back to skol at 1pm. guess what. i met GOH YI WEI, THE DOG. skol reopen. went into skol. called THE DOG teman me go inside too since his mum haven reach. decorate BOMBA board. THE DOG said it was the worst board he seen before. *ewww.. -.- lame* went back home around 3pm. on da journey, aunt called and bring me to 1U. :D wanna buy presents but failed. saw a very cute teddy, wanna buy it and give it to em'. went back around 6pm. din bring key, went to aunt' bf's house. byk dog lea. scared at the start and later nothing liao. *missing the dogs now D:* brother came and fetched me back at 9pm if not mistaken. din take any pics.

SATURDAY

*ILoveYou*

boring at house. studied SCIENCE for a while. aunt came again and bring me to THE CURVE. had sushi there. walked around for a while, rained. rushed back to her car and went back. night, went to someone's house had dinner. gave a little boy used something to beat me. hand was hurt, i din scold him but tahan him. damn gek de lo give him make dao. went to aunt's house and helped aunt to sell something. hand still hurt. texted em' and tell him. he din bother much. *heart turned cold.* backed home at 12 something and had my bath. watched tv since cant sleep.

SUNDAY

*quite nice if it's not blur*

waked up around 10am if not mistaken. still dun have any mood. nothing much happen in the morning. keep sleeping and watching and online-ing. dun have the study mood. went to my fren's house to had dinner together. went to the pasar malam there. buy "luan tang" which introduce by WEN. addicted to it now. life's great when i am having the "luan tang" coz it makes me forget everything. (: played at her house til midnight. went home.

MONDAY

*the purple pen and purple frod from xukie*

mum woke me up around 9am. still quite sleepy. dun have the nood to have my breakfast but forced by parents. went into car and start went to KUALA SELANGOR. have something quite okay at there as lunch. mum bought some fishballs and something else too. had coconut there too. went back home around 3pm. reached home. brother turned on the tv and started to watch TERMINATOR. brother said gonna looked for JURASIC PARK. (: went to sleep again and online now. *the study mood still haven back yet. dunno why. ):*

i have lost contact with you since that day. D:

birthday post

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO

FRANCINE YEE

although i am not very know this girl, but i know she is cute and adorable.
she will always bring her smile along with her everywhere.
SMILE is her hobby and she bring a lot of laughters in her friend's life.

wish all your dreams come true my friend!! <3

finally you care about me. IMY <3

happy birthday :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO

EUNICE LAI J.M.

she is cute, adorable girls. if you dont know her please dont judge her easily cause she is an extraordinary girl. ME LOVEEEEE YOU!! <3

and

THE DOG, GOH YI WEI

he is a bak chi dog. like to kiss his friends suddenly. like to play his "air liur" too and say he is so damn pro actually is very stupid de. but still thank to him, my mind is empty now. DOGGYYYYYY... (:
*sorry tak ada your picha. will take from you one day. :D

happy birthday to you. wish all your dreams can come true and hope smile always appear in your face. *EUNICE hope you really like the party. (:

you gave me a smile which warm my cold heart.

happy birthday grandpa (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO

YONG ZHEN YUAN
a.k.a. my grandpa

will edit soon cause freaking not well now. sorry grandpa. (:

i wish i could lost memories for one day.
one day is enough for EVERYTHING.

15 days to go

STAY TUNED,
MY KIDDO. :D

给我一首歌的时间

雨淋湿了天空 毁得很讲究
你说你不懂 为何在这时牵手
我晒干了沉默 悔得很冲动
就算这是做错 也只是怕错过
在一起叫梦 分开了叫痛
是不是说 没有做完的梦最痛
迷路的后果 我能承受
这最后的出口 在爱过了才有
能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里你不用害怕失眠
如果你想忘记我也能失忆
把故事听到最后才说再见
你送我的眼泪 让它留在雨天
越过你划的线 我定了勇气的终点
你说你不懂 我为何在这时牵手
你说我不该 不该
不该在这时候说了我爱你
要怎么证明我没有说谎的力气
请告诉我暂停算不算放弃
我只有一天的回忆
不该在这时候说了爱你
要怎么证明我没力气
告诉我暂停算不算放弃
我说你不该 不该
不该在这时才说爱我

nah wen i help you find dy. come here take la. (:
have a grat time chatting vf grandma and unde today.
miss my kiddo now. oh yea. dunno hu is kiddo rite??
will know soon. wait more 16 days den you will know hu is my kiddo. (:

kiddo, i damn miss you now.

do you know i am waiting for you?

dunno eat wat or wat happen to me.
my stomach so damn pain, so so so damn pain. D:
and. i dunno why when my stomach started to pain, i pick up my fon and text him.
i tell him everything. i mean EVERYTHING.
i dunno why i will like this.
and he also is caring me again. still the same him.. din change at all.
so ytd i was argue-ing with him cause i dont want go rest. we argued for a long time and end up he went sleep first. after knowing he went to sleep, i pun go sleep.
anyway, thanks to my two brother's fren, i slept well ytd. *thanks yea (:*
exam is coming and i stil online here. omg. wish everyone can do well in exam and as well as the QM-ers can increased 20% in exam. :D
and. ILovePurple!! <3

do you know i am waiting for you now?

if i loved you, will it be the same again?

i dunno why when i see you, a very frightening feeling will come out and i will started to scare you.
maybe is i am not having my bravery to see you or chat with you.
but a real thing i wanna tell you, your apprearance make me smile, a real smile that from my heart.
maybe you wont believe me cause i just texted you and tell you a lie.
this is because i dont want you to feel sorry for me. i am sorry.
but you texted back me said that it's okay. i am very scare, i scare that i will dropped my tears..
i dont know what or how to reply your message.
i dont know should i continue be cruel or be back the one..
i really dont know what can i do now.. i am very scare..
actually i wanna know, DO I REALLY HAVE A CHANCE?

thankyou, you reply my smile with your warm smile.

it is the last chance i had..

so ytd nite i think a lot of things. things tat happened this days, things tat confused my mind.. so i decided something and i may will do it this time. i am serious. I WILL DO IT THIS TIME, DEFINATELY. suddenly when i finish thinking of those things, i feel tat i m not belongs to anyone's world. anyone's world tat i get in, i am sure it is a big trouble for them. so i choose to stay at my world, the same place, but the time can choose to walk away and i will stil standing in the same place.
HUIWEN told me so, "kahyee, if you should die before me, ask if you could bring a friend." i din tell her the answer just smile to her. so now, HUIWEN, i will tell you my answer, if i should die before you, i will choose not to ask for anything but just dont erased the memories of yours and him. of course i wish all of the memories will not been erased but if i forced to choose, i will choose the memories of yours and if can the memories of him as well. maybe you think i am a stubborn but for me, it is the best damn thing in the world.

i wish that he can choose again,
choose that he never know me or treat me as his freind,
but for me,
i will ignored it and continue,
continue loving him..

IHeartzYou <3

i am here to thank three people.
i wanna thank HUIWEN, WENYAW and THE DOG; GOH YI WEI. (:
thanks to you three teman me all day along.
thanks to you three for listening to what i say.
thanks to you three for being a so-damn-good listener of mine.

IHeartzYou. <3

*for the boys, dont think much yea. :D*

i don't know is that consider as a game for you,
but as for me, it is just like a love story of you two.

无重力

画面不动了 情歌不唱了
爱情的重播键明明一直按着
什么原因 让时间停了
在伤心的镜头 被停格

电梯不动了 爱也停止了
可是坠落的感觉怎么还在呢
热闹的街道还在狂欢着
为何我却孤单漂浮着

无重力腾空 慢慢跌入无尽的黑洞
没知觉的伤痛 飘荡的心却摔得更重

我爱你 你爱我 是不是还不够
我不懂 为什么 付出的全落空
无重力 爱坠落 粉身碎骨的我
不受控制的手 还能抓住什么

我爱你 你爱我 算不算 是承诺
全世界 都沉默 没声音的嘶吼
无重力 爱坠落 最缓慢的折磨
只剩遍体鳞伤的我 撑到最后

画面不动了 情歌不唱了
爱情的重播键明明一直按着
什么原因 让时间停了
在伤心的镜头 被停格

电梯不动了 爱也停止了
可是坠落的感觉怎么还在呢
热闹的街道还在狂欢着
为何我却孤单漂浮着

无重力腾空 慢慢跌入无尽的黑洞
没知觉的伤痛
飘荡在半空的心越挣扎却摔得更重

我爱你 你爱我 是不是还不够
我不懂 为什么 付出的全落空
无重力 爱坠落 粉身碎骨的我
不受控制的手 还能抓住什么

我爱你 你爱我 算不算 是承诺
全世界 都沉默 没声音的嘶吼
无重力 爱坠落 最缓慢的折磨
只剩遍体鳞伤的我 撑到最后

(I love you)

我爱你 你爱我 是不是还不够
我不懂 为什么 付出的全落空
无重力 爱坠落 粉身碎骨的我
不受控制的手 还能抓住什么

我爱你 你爱我 算不算 是承诺
全世界 都沉默 没声音的嘶吼
无重力 爱坠落 最缓慢的折磨
只剩遍体鳞伤的我 撑到 最后

TO THE ONE

sorry, i make so many things out ang give you a so big trouble.
i shoulden't scold you and i shoulden't blame you.
it is also my fault. my fault for being a failure of yours.
so can we now just forget what happen this morning and afternoon??
be back the us which are so damn daiB, so damn crazy??

can we??

i dont mean it. sorry..

happy birthday..

i m here just to say happy birthday to vic's mum.

happy birthday to you, aunty. (:

watching myfm "tai qing" now. very touching.. my tears shed.
no mood to blog anymore coz just find out something tat hurt enough for me..
byeeee..

YOU LIAR. D:

HAPPY ROCKING 16th BIRTHDAY TO
.
..
...
....
.....
FUNG CHIA LOON

he is a very cute guy which like to stepping someone's shoes.
he is beloved QM auditor.
he is a guy who likes to sleep always if i am not mistaken.
haha.. still wishing you happy happy happy rocking 16th birthday.


*sorry, i din have your picha here so din put your picha p. i will edit it when i have your picha.* (:

you were holding her hand which make me feel that i am a failure.

FUNNY (:

i am here just to tell you something that very shocked and funny today.
*dont blame me yea, YING and WEN*

today while in the hall, due to the boring ceramah that about PAPERMATE so we need to stay in the hall to listen to it. then, YING very sleepy so she slept on MENGTIAN's shoulder. then the very shocked part come. WEN had been called by us to KISS YING while she was sleeping. then, WEN really kissed YING and she kissed on her mouth and so she rampas YING's first kiss. *poor thing* den YING was shocked and all of us were laughing behind there. (:

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no mood to blog anymore so byeeeee~ (:

you made me regret. ):

HAPPY ROCKING 15th BIRTHDAY TOYEE ANN ANN and ENN

YEE ANN ANN

she is my kai sister, a very good pple.
sometime say some jokes which is not funny enough to make us laugh..
she is white but not easy to black and she is a sister that care of me. (:
she is also my beloved bomba vice president 2.. :D

hope all your wishes and dreams can come true and good luck in your PMR trial and also PMR! (:

it is the first time i can't see you and talk with you. ):