do you know i am waiting for you?

dunno eat wat or wat happen to me.
my stomach so damn pain, so so so damn pain. D:
and. i dunno why when my stomach started to pain, i pick up my fon and text him.
i tell him everything. i mean EVERYTHING.
i dunno why i will like this.
and he also is caring me again. still the same him.. din change at all.
so ytd i was argue-ing with him cause i dont want go rest. we argued for a long time and end up he went sleep first. after knowing he went to sleep, i pun go sleep.
anyway, thanks to my two brother's fren, i slept well ytd. *thanks yea (:*
exam is coming and i stil online here. omg. wish everyone can do well in exam and as well as the QM-ers can increased 20% in exam. :D
and. ILovePurple!! <3

do you know i am waiting for you now?

if i loved you, will it be the same again?

i dunno why when i see you, a very frightening feeling will come out and i will started to scare you.
maybe is i am not having my bravery to see you or chat with you.
but a real thing i wanna tell you, your apprearance make me smile, a real smile that from my heart.
maybe you wont believe me cause i just texted you and tell you a lie.
this is because i dont want you to feel sorry for me. i am sorry.
but you texted back me said that it's okay. i am very scare, i scare that i will dropped my tears..
i dont know what or how to reply your message.
i dont know should i continue be cruel or be back the one..
i really dont know what can i do now.. i am very scare..
actually i wanna know, DO I REALLY HAVE A CHANCE?

thankyou, you reply my smile with your warm smile.

it is the last chance i had..

so ytd nite i think a lot of things. things tat happened this days, things tat confused my mind.. so i decided something and i may will do it this time. i am serious. I WILL DO IT THIS TIME, DEFINATELY. suddenly when i finish thinking of those things, i feel tat i m not belongs to anyone's world. anyone's world tat i get in, i am sure it is a big trouble for them. so i choose to stay at my world, the same place, but the time can choose to walk away and i will stil standing in the same place.
HUIWEN told me so, "kahyee, if you should die before me, ask if you could bring a friend." i din tell her the answer just smile to her. so now, HUIWEN, i will tell you my answer, if i should die before you, i will choose not to ask for anything but just dont erased the memories of yours and him. of course i wish all of the memories will not been erased but if i forced to choose, i will choose the memories of yours and if can the memories of him as well. maybe you think i am a stubborn but for me, it is the best damn thing in the world.

i wish that he can choose again,
choose that he never know me or treat me as his freind,
but for me,
i will ignored it and continue,
continue loving him..

IHeartzYou <3

i am here to thank three people.
i wanna thank HUIWEN, WENYAW and THE DOG; GOH YI WEI. (:
thanks to you three teman me all day along.
thanks to you three for listening to what i say.
thanks to you three for being a so-damn-good listener of mine.

IHeartzYou. <3

*for the boys, dont think much yea. :D*

i don't know is that consider as a game for you,
but as for me, it is just like a love story of you two.

无重力

画面不动了 情歌不唱了
爱情的重播键明明一直按着
什么原因 让时间停了
在伤心的镜头 被停格

电梯不动了 爱也停止了
可是坠落的感觉怎么还在呢
热闹的街道还在狂欢着
为何我却孤单漂浮着

无重力腾空 慢慢跌入无尽的黑洞
没知觉的伤痛 飘荡的心却摔得更重

我爱你 你爱我 是不是还不够
我不懂 为什么 付出的全落空
无重力 爱坠落 粉身碎骨的我
不受控制的手 还能抓住什么

我爱你 你爱我 算不算 是承诺
全世界 都沉默 没声音的嘶吼
无重力 爱坠落 最缓慢的折磨
只剩遍体鳞伤的我 撑到最后

画面不动了 情歌不唱了
爱情的重播键明明一直按着
什么原因 让时间停了
在伤心的镜头 被停格

电梯不动了 爱也停止了
可是坠落的感觉怎么还在呢
热闹的街道还在狂欢着
为何我却孤单漂浮着

无重力腾空 慢慢跌入无尽的黑洞
没知觉的伤痛
飘荡在半空的心越挣扎却摔得更重

我爱你 你爱我 是不是还不够
我不懂 为什么 付出的全落空
无重力 爱坠落 粉身碎骨的我
不受控制的手 还能抓住什么

我爱你 你爱我 算不算 是承诺
全世界 都沉默 没声音的嘶吼
无重力 爱坠落 最缓慢的折磨
只剩遍体鳞伤的我 撑到最后

(I love you)

我爱你 你爱我 是不是还不够
我不懂 为什么 付出的全落空
无重力 爱坠落 粉身碎骨的我
不受控制的手 还能抓住什么

我爱你 你爱我 算不算 是承诺
全世界 都沉默 没声音的嘶吼
无重力 爱坠落 最缓慢的折磨
只剩遍体鳞伤的我 撑到 最后