Darkness remain.

What is waiting in the future ? It seems so blur-ish right now , just can I make it in the right way ? I'm scare . Someone please, help , it's so suffocating in the confusion now , I had no ideal what to hold on anymore .

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Sometime darkness is the only companion .

(':

谢谢你，让我的笑容，如此灿烂。

Dear You . ♡

ONE MORE HOUR TILL THE END OF 2011 .

Dear you , thank you for everything this year . You make me grow up a lot this year . Sadness , happiness , nervousness , excitement and etc. , thank you for accompany me all these time . Although I know I am the one who look for you every time but still your replies were the motivation for keeping me moving until now . By the way , I prefer your smile more than everything , so keep your smile on your face cause it really suits you so much . (': All the best in the coming year and I hope your wishes come true and things you wanna do are all in success .

To #My3YearsCrush . ♡

Will Never Win Against Time .

2011 is going to end very soon . Have you use your time wisely everyone ? I think I did this time , seriously , even though I did not do anything about studies . * WINK * I know I am super failed in studying right now , and I actually don't know what's the reason . Tomorrow , count down ? Wanna go with friends , but I don't think it will work as daddy don't allow me to stay outside during midnight except when my brothers or parents are around . Hmm .. How how how ? Maybe staying at home , on my Skype and accompany Fang Yin . Heeeeeeh . (:

#MyCrushOf2011 , KJW . ♥

Starry Starry Night

Hello . I don't know why I am feeling like this again . * sigh

Hell yeah , I am kinda busy this few days with I-don't-know-what-did-I-done-stuffs . 2011 is gonna end in 3 more days , or I should say 2 days and 10 more minutes . Realized this year , super tons of things which is so unpleasant and lovely happened . I really don't know whether I like this year not .

Still can be remembered that last year during 31 December 2010 , I cried , I felt annoyed , I felt being left out , I was having super bad mood , welcoming 2011 to come . That day , the memories edged in my mind so clearly and right now it feels like it was just yesterday . How fast , a year almost past , but I can feel that I am still standing in the same place , wondering and doubting .

The only difference I had in this term long holiday , I done a lot of things which I won't be doing in my past days , accepted a lot of challenges which I would think and think before I would accept in the past days . Learnt how to cycle , went on a jungle trekking with parents and even ran around my house area worrying the dogs would come and chased me . Not that lifeless anymore , not that sad anymore and not that bored anymore .

LABEL : 单恋，初恋，热恋，到最后失恋。

Jingle bell , Jingle Bell , Jingle All The Way .

It's Christmas today ! :D I know I am super pissed this morning as I thought I am going to stuck at home for the whole . End up , it is another different thing as I PARTY IN THE AFTERNOON . EHEHEHHEHEHEHE . 

Yeah , nothing to tell but one thing , I SUPER ENJOY THIS YEAR CHRISTMAS . Oh and I still haven't buy new shirts , #candie . 

Am waiting for dearest bunch of Subang kaki-s to be back from Malacca with my Christmas present(s) . I hope they really remembered to buy me some . #prayhard 

#30minutesuntilchristmasend

I camwhore because I was overjoyed . :P 

Days Spend With My Second Family Members ☆

12.57am .

Still awake , thinking the fun I had during the last trip I attended . Yeah , you guys guess the correct answer , it is QM Trip 2011 . The most memorable , most funny , most epic failed , most excited trip I ever attend . Can you imagine , staying up late , playing Killer and scream those name which you and your friends invented ? Some more , scream until you lose your voice , played Killer until you keep thinking that you got killed and save the save the same person for 123456 times ? And the most epic part is , you are playing in a room which filled with someone who is sick , someone who is asleep soundly and someone who is actually a lil' drunk ?

Do you ever played Angel And Mortal that drives people crazy ? Yes , I did in this trip . Everyone bought things , taking care , zat-ing each other , and even paid for the meals for mortals . Do you ever receive a talking teddy which tell you that , " XX jie jie , I am your angel ! " ? I did not , but this happened in this trip , not on me but on Xian and Hui Li . Do you ever stayed up super late to help a person to cover blanket ? Yeah , I did , and I end up I slept for not more than an hour that day .

Lastly , everyone trying their best , having a dip loh hon session in the middle of peoples . And , the man-made seaside in A' Farmosa is so crowded , and some of the time , there are having wave coming . Can you imagine , having dip loh hon in the middle of wave and the depth of the water is actually until Lok's neck and everyone is dip loh hon-ing there . Everyone is giving us way to done our dip loh hon . We even got challenge by a bunch of 18 above boys as they are doing some aquatic style when we done our first dip loh hon . And so , we challenged back with standing-shoulder dip loh hon . This had never been done before and we actually did it after so many tries . Of course , that bunch of boys got out of the swimming pool after we done  our standing-shoulder dip loh hon . Can you imagine the spirit we had on that day ? That was the most awesome and most memorable scene for me during the whole trip . (:

1.18am .
Done . In conclusion , I have the most awesome family members in my life right now . ♥

Be With or Gone Forever

Used 3 days to done this series . Ending was a little hard to understand for me and I am still searching what does it really mean . If you wanna know , you better go watch from the first episode until the last episode . After that , let's discuss what it really means , kay ? Heh . And and and , tell you three things which caught my attention in this series , 

1. The pretty girl as well as the main actress , Park Yeong Min or her name in the series , Kim Na Na . She is so so pretty ! I super love her feature . I mean , like seriously , but I don't know whether you did plastic surgery not la , but really , she is pretty . I like her personality in this drama so damn much . :D
2. The main actor which look super like Big Bang's TOP in some angle , Lee Min Ho or his name in the drama , Lee Yoon Seong . I bet you are wondering which angle right now . Heh . Whenever he wore the specs , look at his side face or cover up his nose and mouth . Don't you think it looks super alike to Big Bang's TOP ? You should go try and see . :P
3. And lastly , this was found out when I started to watch . All of the actors and actresses in this drama are using Iphone . Serious no joke . Super lots of money ah . EVERYONE IS USING IPHONE WEIH . Even the main actor's mum who sell mee in a stall also using an Iphone . Woah , they make me super jealous right now . ):

So , as you know , the three reasons why I watch City Hunter . And actually the most importantly , I watch because the synopsis caught my attention . Although not really satisfied in the end because I don't understand what is happening , but still it is worth to watch . 

And now , the second drama I watched is My Girfriend Is A Gumiho . I would like to tell you that this drama , I am highly recommended to all of you who is reading this post . It is really really nice to watch . A full of sci-fi , comedy and tears drama . Actually not fully sci-fi , but it is like a fairy tail . As for the reason , I don't really know actually . But once I started the first episode , I can't stop anymore . By the way , when you are watching this drama and reached around episode 12 like that , you are better to prepare tissue papers as you will cry . I did cried when I watched this during the last few episodes . (: Touching yet teaching a lot of things . Oh , and listen well to the songs , all are super super super nice ! 

And I now recommend you to listen to this song . 

or you prefer to watch it through youtube - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fr-jZysp784

It is super sweet and I love it so much . It is sang by the Lee Seung Gi , the main actor of My Girlfriend Is A Gumiho . (: Thanks Nikko Aik for the recommendation . (: 

柯震东 ! ♥

Ahhhhh , congratulation baby ! Best New Actor Award in Golden Horse Award ! Always the favourite ever since I watched You Are The Apple Of My Eye . ♥

You Know That I Love You ♥

Happy birthday , primary bestie ! It has been 6 years since we started our friendship and I am still counting it . Heh , I know you are doing great in your secondary school and even in your relationship . Heeeeeee . I know you know what I meant . Introduce me some la , I am so desperate right now . AHHAHAHAH ! :D I bet you saw my birthday text to you , right ? That's was just kidding , kay ? No need trade want la , I will go know them by myself . :P Heh . Just enjoy your big big day to the max , you know ! If you don't , I will tease you non-stop in our next outing or meeting or overnight ! In the end , once again ,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , BABE ! ♥

Slave Of The Darkness

Staying at the same place  , waiting for the same thing to be happened . Funny , you know how difficult is it ? Got abandon from everyone , staying alone , fighting every situation , facing every problem by oneself . Asking for help , no one care to lend a hand ; when you shout out their name , they say that you annoyed them with your voice . Entrust everything , yet got betrayed , left alone in the dark , feeling hopeless and helpless . No one will ever bother or even care . Stop relying , that's the only thing I know . 

LABEL : NEVER ENDING DARK SURROUNDING .

My Dream Ever Since Then .

I want to go overseas . I want to board on a plane and go all over the world , with the loved ones . I wanna get out of this life , change my mood , change my lifestyles and etc . I want to meet the celebrities I admired and loved . I want to walk beside them , no matter lend a hand to them , cook for them , clean their house for them . Because of that , I want to be a celebrity or just some job which can be along with them .

By the way , for those who are caring for my results . TOMORROW ONLY COME OUT LA , KAY ? DON'T GIVE ME STRESS YET LA . THE OTHER SCHOOL HAVEN'T EVEN FINISH , TAU ? I TAKUT PUNYA , TAU ? (:

LABEL : K-POP HITS MY LIFE . (:

Forget Yesterday's Pain

Smile for today , don't miss out the fun that it had been planned . (:

- Be the one who choose love but not the one blindly wait for it to come .

Hahehihohu . (:

Hello , it's been some time since my last update ? (: A lot of things happened in the past few days and weeks . Emotion is totally complicated . Yeah , mixed feeling .

Am busying preparing for many things . Oh , did I mentioned what I get in Kadet Bomba and Quarter Master ? I got Vice President 1 in both . Wheeeeeee . Heh . I know I can't hide my happiness but forgive me to those who I ignore to tell you . Cause whenever I spoke out , you will be sure to regret in to the max . No jokes . :P !

Alright , shall stay tuned for my next blogging mood . With loves . * I know my blog is super lack of photos as you all know , I'm suck in taking pictures . :P *

Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word

Sorry for ditching my blog for 123456 decades . It's because I have nothing to update actually . Am very sorry . :/ By the way , girl's futsal champion ! (: A big thanks for Jac , Steph , Amanda , Sarah , KharKei and KharZhen , they're the awesome girlmates ! Heeeeeee . Tuesday , handball , sure die until cannot die like that . Wish me luck . (: Oh , mummy bought me Xperia X8 , suphaaa' nice ! Me lovee mummy much <3 .

- Complicated .

I Don't Feel Myself , Can You Help Me ?

What you'd done , make me remain silence because your words are hurt enough to make my voice fear to come out .

I think I done my to-do-list today . Not a very good day for me actually ? Maybe because I did not enjoy myself today . Still , I know a lot of unknown things are awaiting me tomorrow and in the future .

The Day Which Make Me Smile . (:

Outing with the class was super fun . I have an incredible nice classmate , I mean some of them sucks la , but it still not cut down the awesomeness from them . The other thing which make it's so fun was Xiann tagged along with me in the outing . :D Alright , the awesome things are meant to be keep in mind and words are not enough to describe it . You'll know one day how fun is it when you actually taste it . (: Oh , we Pirates-Of-The-Caribbean-ed at there too . :D Oops , I'm sos sorry for neglect my blog again since I can't find any blogging mood recently . It's because I'm totally in love with my old loves again . Forgive me . :P

The guys are taller than me . -.-

And now , everyone came in because they're taller than me .

The blur version .

Bullying me with their height except for Steph .

The picture of the day ! ♥

Fly With Broken Wings .

EXAM IS OVER . PARTY TIME STARTS NOW . :D

微笑面对生活 . (:

The sky roars . Is it really going to be the judgement day . If it really is , I don't think I'll care . Why ? Since , I managed to have the sweetest memories in my life . Thank you , to those , who really fulfill my memories . (: